alone

today I knew as I knew all week
that you wanted to finish it
i couldnt find the words to say
what it meant to me to know this
i cried inside all day, all night
even in my dreams i was lost
what does it matter, i was always
so alone

fractured promises are broken now
i cant stop weeping over you
you wont worry, you dont care
only guilt keeps you with me
what can I do to change things?
I ask this question all the time
what does it matter, i was always
so alone


who were you all along
didnt you know this is how
you would let it end
you know it, i hoped not
you never tried, not at all
I was tired from trying
what does it matter, i was always
so alone


when I watch my lonely shadow
it stretches out to hug yours
but yours is so far away
and has its back to me
everything is empty
even my heart
what does it matter, i was always
so alone