believing

I thought you were loyal to me and true to me

I just dont know but never guessed it wasnt so

I wanted that you to have been the one for me

but i suppose you never felt the same way

I wanted you to be always by my side

it never occured to you to think the same

I kept putting you first beyond everyone else

we were so special in my mind but not yours

When you finally revealed your true self

I was already searching rainbows for signs

but all I saw were colours that never melted

you saw nothing in US, and threw me away

Why did you say those words to hurt me

all I wanted was to be closer to you

I really believed in you, and your dreams

you shattered mine with a gimpse into yours.

You never felt more than lust,

you never felt more than that

I always felt more than lust

I never felt only that